Tuesday, November 09, 2004

I fucked up

Ive fucked up so many times in the last week i just need to say sorry to those involved. I hope you all can forgive me and still have some respect and trust for me. There is no way i can describe the way i feel now. Not only do i have the guilt of the "key situation," and anger for those people who did give names (even though it was the "moral" thing to do appartently); but ive also got the emotional problems left over from last week. I want to thank the majority for getting me through this by just being normal, being part of the group never fails to give me a boost however im feeling. Even if it lasts a couple of minutes, it relieves me so much. My head con only cope with one word now ... FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!